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Tuesday, December 14, 2004WEIRD BUT NICEIt’s weird that after feeling so sick for the past 3 days (actually until now pero ubo nalang), I feel so light today. Kahit kulang nanaman sa tulog, hindi ako tinamad bumangon kanina. Tapos walang traffic sa Tandang Sora (imagine?!) and for that hindi ako late for work. Dabah?! Happy talaga!!! Weee!!! Sana walang munang bad news, hay… I just hope that this day would end na light parin. Nice day… light & easy... carefree! God is good! Thank you Lord! Mwahugz! Thursday, December 09, 2004THANK YOU PIPS!Thank you pips for being there and for your prayers, please po let’s keep praying.Sorry kung parang ang kulit ko. I just really need to be reminded, sometimes… Thanks ulit… Mwahugz! -> KUYA IAN <- 12/07/04 [ 10:04: 23] GOD IS IN CONTROL . . . –> JASON <- 12/07/04 [10:05:51] sure bobsh..ü Godbless.. –> KUYA IAN <- 12/07/04 [22:07:20] anyone who kneels before God can stand up before anything! Be strong in the Lord. -> KUYA BART <- 12/07/04 [22:08:47] Don’t wory. Lets pray for dat bobbie ü. Prov 3:5-6. -> COOKIE <- 12/07/04 [22:20:22] Be strong, girl! Claim His promises. You’re not alone. -> TIARA <- 12/07/04 [22:21:31] bt remmbr, it is only in dying dat we r born in2 eternal lyf. We r entitld 2 b sad. bt dnt 4get dt God is wid ur family… -> ATE VI <- 12/07/04 [23:15:57] Hang in der, d Lord s wachng ovr u& shal get u thru dis storm, just cling 2 Him. 1petr5:7 Isaiah43:1-2 2cor4,prayn4u -> MILKY <- 12/08/04 [o5:33:39] Though the wrong seems oft so strong, God is the ruler yet. Bobbie, u n ur fam wl b n my prayers. God blesü -> HANNIYAH <- 12/08/04 [10:20:13] 1 PETER 1:1-12. God bles. Jesus Loves u! Psalm 55:22.ü Wednesday, December 08, 2004SAD SOBRA...Tio Ben told Mama to ready ourselves kasi hindi din magtatagal we will lose Daddy. Sobrang nakakagulat na nasabi ni Mama yun samin ng wala ni isang patak ng luha na tumulo. Wala na daw operation na gagawin kasi wala din naman effect, hindi din naman niya mapreprevent yung pag spread. Tio Ben asked the doctors if Daddy would be in pain, sabi daw nila, We will make it easy for him.
Oo nga tama naman si Tio Ben eventually lahat tayo mamamatay (alam ko din naman yun) kaso kasi napakadaling sabihin parang ganun-ganun lang pero ang hirap tanggapin. Ang panget talaga ng feeling na alam mong you're loosing someone tapos ayaw mo kaso wala kang magawa. Haaay, sad… sobra… Lord help... -Teach me- Teach me how to understand, Then teach me how to surrender. Teach me how to accept, Then teach me how to let go. Teach me Lord how… Lord God, I believe in You (John 11:27) and I trust in You. (Psalm 31:14) I know that You’re in control. (Philippians 3:21) I know that nothing is impossible with You. (Mark 10: 27) That everything has a purpose. (Romans 8:28) I ask You to help us get through this. (Isaiah 43:1-2) I know You care for us. (1 Peter 5:7) and I know you have plans for us (Jeremiah 29:11) I’m claiming all of these promises for my family, Father… Friday, December 03, 2004AAAAH… MAY BAGYO NGA!!!I was having a hard time getting up this morning kasi umuulan, masarap matulog (ang baboy ko talaga) but I have to get up na kasi opening ako sa shop today. Classes suspended in all levels and Mama didn’t go to work because of super typhoon Yoyong, scary nga naman kasi siya ang laki-laki. I had second thoughts of going to work kasi baka mahirap na umuwi mamaya pero naisip ko hindi naman nawawalan ng tao sa UP kahit walang pasok, so fine papasok ako. Mama sat with me while having my breakfast -- may bagyo din pala siyang dala.
Tio Ben (Mama’s younger brother) called daw last night and gave her an update regarding Daddy. Suspect daw ng Doctors niya na may cancer siya sa stomach (I don’t know what they call it) and today daw malalaman kung positive or not then doon i-ba-base kung ooperahan ba o hindi, so I assumed na hindi naman ganun kalala. But hearing that Daddy’s not really fine…makes me want to cry pero naisip ko mas mabuting hindi para hindi din bumigay si Mama. Medyo ok pa ko but when Mama said na she’ll be going to the states soon to see Daddy, parang na-confuse ako kasi hindi sila normally ganun magplano. Naisip ko tuloy hindi kaya may tinatago sila… Right now I just want to cry but I know that it wouldn’t make a difference and it’ll be better pa if I pray. (sigh) God is good… I’m holding on to you Lord, please help our Daddy… we love him so much… I know you love him too… Graphics and design by Ann Stretton ©2002 |
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