AAAAH… MAY BAGYO NGA!!!
I was having a hard time getting up this morning kasi umuulan, masarap matulog (ang baboy ko talaga) but I have to get up na kasi opening ako sa shop today. Classes suspended in all levels and Mama didn’t go to work because of super typhoon Yoyong, scary nga naman kasi siya ang laki-laki. I had second thoughts of going to work kasi baka mahirap na umuwi mamaya pero naisip ko hindi naman nawawalan ng tao sa UP kahit walang pasok, so fine papasok ako. Mama sat with me while having my breakfast -- may bagyo din pala siyang dala.
Tio Ben (Mama’s younger brother) called daw last night and gave her an update regarding Daddy. Suspect daw ng Doctors niya na may cancer siya sa stomach (I don’t know what they call it) and today daw malalaman kung positive or not then doon i-ba-base kung ooperahan ba o hindi, so I assumed na hindi naman ganun kalala. But hearing that Daddy’s not really fine…makes me want to cry pero naisip ko mas mabuting hindi para hindi din bumigay si Mama. Medyo ok pa ko but when Mama said na she’ll be going to the states soon to see Daddy, parang na-confuse ako kasi hindi sila normally ganun magplano. Naisip ko tuloy hindi kaya may tinatago sila…
Right now I just want to cry but I know that it wouldn’t make a difference and it’ll be better pa if I pray. (sigh) God is good…
I’m holding on to you Lord, please help our Daddy… we love him so much… I know you love him too…
Tio Ben (Mama’s younger brother) called daw last night and gave her an update regarding Daddy. Suspect daw ng Doctors niya na may cancer siya sa stomach (I don’t know what they call it) and today daw malalaman kung positive or not then doon i-ba-base kung ooperahan ba o hindi, so I assumed na hindi naman ganun kalala. But hearing that Daddy’s not really fine…makes me want to cry pero naisip ko mas mabuting hindi para hindi din bumigay si Mama. Medyo ok pa ko but when Mama said na she’ll be going to the states soon to see Daddy, parang na-confuse ako kasi hindi sila normally ganun magplano. Naisip ko tuloy hindi kaya may tinatago sila…
Right now I just want to cry but I know that it wouldn’t make a difference and it’ll be better pa if I pray. (sigh) God is good…
I’m holding on to you Lord, please help our Daddy… we love him so much… I know you love him too…

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