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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

PAALAM NA!



Never ko naimagine ang mag lakad papalabas ng APA na nakasunod sa isang karo ng patay akala ko kasi matagal pa bago magumpisang malagas ang barkada, kala ko tatanda pa kami at magkakaanak na buo parin ang samahan. Sana kung gaano ko kabilis nabasa ang text ni P nung ibalita niyang wala na si Ton ay ganun din kadaling tanggapin na sumalangi na siya...

FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS FOREVER
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter of your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
And with the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you live in
Is the strength that now you show
We'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
No a lifetime's not too long To live as friends!
Trip to Ilocos
Tama na muna, bakasyon naman muna kasmi sa malayo para maiba. Naging mahirap ang taon na ito sana dumating ang araw na kapag binalikan ko ang mga nangyari ay akoy ngingiti at magpapasalamat sa magagandang aral na idinulot ng mga pasubok na dumaan. Kung kailan, hindi ko alam...sana lang wag matagalan. Mabigat na masyado, mukhang bibitiw na ako...

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

THE BABY BROTHER I NEVER HAD

A very sweet and caring friend...
We had so much fun together...
Lots of sweet memories to keep...
Hmmmn...
GONE TOO SOON
Like a comet
Blazing 'cross the evening sky
Gone too soonLike a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon
Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night
Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon
Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon
Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon
Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight
Here one day
Gone one night
Like a sunset
Dying with the rising of the moon
Gone too soon
Gone too soon
Still, I thank you Lord for the 13 years that you shared him to us...

Sunday, December 25, 2005

LAMAY SA PASKO

Kahit anu man ay dapat masaya ang Pasko kasi birthday ni Jesus. But i have to admit na di talaga ako masaya... joyful? maybe... i don't know! Pero ayus naman kasi nagsama sama ulit kaming magkakababata, kaya lang sana sa susunod wag naman dahil sa ganung okasyon. Namiss ko sila... namiss ko ang simpleng buhay... namiss ko ang dati... sana bumalik ulit sa lahat ang dati... Asa pa ko...

Sunday, December 18, 2005

TODAY MY BELOVED ANGEL LEFT

12:36 am
Ang pagpanaw ng mahal naming bunso: Ang mensaheng galing sa kapatid ko na dumurog ng puso ko... "Wla na daw c t0n." Parang ayokong maniwala sa nabasa ko. Hindi ko na naantay mag park ng maayos si RJ, tumakbo na ako agad papasok ng ospital na tila hindi ako sinita ng guard dahil nga madaling araw na at bawal na magpapasok ng bisita. Dumeretso sa ICU, sa hallway palang lahat ay naka tungo na, si Tito Edgar palakad lakad, si P, Dhes nakatayo at umiiyak, si Andrew, maluha luhang tulala. Tumigil ako at nagtanung, "Ano na?!" Sagot sila, "Wala na". Hindi ako makaiyak, parang ayokong maniwala para kasing hindi totoo, hindi ko alam kung pano ko iintindihin... Tinanung ko kung pwede pang sumilip, oo daw. Pagpasok ko ng ICU wala na ang mga tubong nakakabit sakanya, wala na din ang kumot niya parang tulog lang. Tinulugan na niya talaga kami...

Lord, ano toh di ko gets talaga e?!

Thursday, December 15, 2005

THE DOOR & THE KEY

The doctors gave Ton-ton 72 hours. Kelan ba mauubos ang bad news na duamrating?! Gosh, I really can't believe everything that's been happening lately, im still hoping that this is just a bad dream... Na magigising ako at okay naman pala talaga ang lahat! Lord ano bang plan mo?! C'mon!
But then again if he's getting near the door i should now guide him on how to claim his key...By faith we prayed and he accepted Him. All glory & honor to you Lord... Atleast i know that whatever happens ill see him again. Kahit papaano medyo nabawasan na ng konti ang bigat ng loob ko ngayon...

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

MASAMANG PANGINIP

Galing Macro pagkatapos mag supervise ng pag-gro-grocery para sa grocery pack ng mga empleyado. Habang papalabas ng office dumating ang isang text message na galing kay Andrew, "Momi, nauntog daw kanina sa basketball si Ton-ton, di parin siya nagigising. Pupuntahan ko na si Tito Edgar tapos sabay na kami puntang ospital." Nang tanungin ko siya kung bakit anung nangyari, sabi niya basta dumeretso na ako ng ospital. Tila siryoso ito, matawagan nga...

Bobbie: Hello, ano daw nangyari?
Andrew: (nanginginig ang boses) Nauntog daw e...
Bobbie: Paano? Anung oras pa nangyari?
Andrew: Mga 6:00 daw.
*Napaisip ako sandali, 6:00 pa eh 8:00 na tulog parin?! Naguumpisa na akong kabahan...
Bobbie: Asa ospital ka na?
Andrew: Oo!
*tahimik ng sandali...
Andrew: (umiiyak na) Mami, punta ka na dito... si Ton-ton... pumunta ka na dito!
Bobbie: (umiiyak na din) Oo sige papunta na ako pero paalis palang ako ng office, pero dederetso na ako dyan. Sige!
Andrew: Bilisan mo ha! Mag ingat ka!
Bobbie: Oo sige, babay!

Parang kagabi lang masaya pa kaming nasa party at kaninang madaling araw lang magkakasama pa kami nila Droo at P sa bahay, tamang usap... Ngayon hindi na siya nakakausap... Hindi ako makapaniwala sa nakita kong kalagayan ni Ton-ton, malala nga ang lagay niya... Parang hindi totoo, sa sinasabi ng Doctor parang alam ko na kung anung kahihinatnat nito pero umaasa parin akong hindi tama ang naiisip ko. Parang masamang panaginip, sana panaginip lang ito...

Lord tulong naman! Mahal na mahal ko/namin si Ton-ton at alam mo yan... Gusto ko/namin gumising pa siya. Di pa siya pwedeng matulog Lord diba kasi di pa niya kine-claim ang key niya to heaven?! Haaay ang haba nitong araw na ito, toxic sa office tapos ganito pa... Hay, ayoko na ata talaga!

Monday, December 12, 2005

RAKETEER'S CHRISTMAS PARTY

The Banquet's Christmas Party! Weee! Nanalo ko ng Plantsa! (Tama ba seplling ko? Hehe!) Basta yun, pero palit daw kami ni Ton-ton kasi mas gusto ko yung Cordless Kettle niya. Haha! Thanks Mami!


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LOVE WILL SHOW YOU EVERYTHING
Jennifer Love Hewitt



Today, today I bet my life
You have no idea
What I feel inside
Don't, be afraid to let it show
For you'll never know
If you let it hide

I love you
You love me
Take this gift and don't ask why
Cause if you will let me
I'll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I'm with you
And why I'll never
Leave
Love will show you everything

One day
When youth is just a memory
I know you'll be standing right next to me

I love you
You love me
Take this gift and don't ask why
Cause if you will let me
I'll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I'm with you
And why I'll never
Leave
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything



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