BROKENHEARTED
He loves pets, he loves to cook, he loves to give, a sweet person, caring, humble, loving, responsible, very strong, formal, wise, etc.. I admire him, to me he is perfect. Others are so lucky to have him. I’m praying to have someone like him in the future. He has everything I would ever want in a guy. If people ask me to describe “THE ONE” , I always answer it should be someone like him. A “GODLY” version of him.
This morning, things seemed so heavy, I felt like I hated everything around me. I knew it was coming, I knew I should have prepared myself --it was not that easy. I did not expect that “soon” was “now”. I thought I would still be able to greet him on his birthday this coming May. I prayed if He could let him stay until June for the family reunion. I was expecting I would still be able to hug him tight, kiss him, thank him for everything and tell him how much I love him. But it was not His will.
It’s so sad that it’s over…though it’s breaking my heart, I have to accept that all these now belong to the past. Fond memories will stay, it’s difficult, but … it’s now time to say-- goodbye!
This morning, things seemed so heavy, I felt like I hated everything around me. I knew it was coming, I knew I should have prepared myself --it was not that easy. I did not expect that “soon” was “now”. I thought I would still be able to greet him on his birthday this coming May. I prayed if He could let him stay until June for the family reunion. I was expecting I would still be able to hug him tight, kiss him, thank him for everything and tell him how much I love him. But it was not His will.
It’s so sad that it’s over…though it’s breaking my heart, I have to accept that all these now belong to the past. Fond memories will stay, it’s difficult, but … it’s now time to say-- goodbye!
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i am near.
i understand you.
it's ok to tell me how you feel.
you're not expected always to understand, nor to always agree with what I believe is right, all I expect you to do is cling to me, believe in me, trust in me. All i want is your faith in me despite this trying times.
I am your shepherd. Remember I break you so I can carry you in My arm, near to My heart so you can hear it beating, so you can feel it hurting too with you.
I am your comfort. Remember there is no pain I cannot console, nor any pain I allow you to feel just for the sake of feeling.
I am your potter. You may not like my molding now. It may hurt and healing may seem to take forever, but I am perfect.
I love you. You can come to Me without your pretenses. You can be weak in Me. You can be in questioning, even to the point of near surrendering. But do not let doubts get you down. I am a big and capable guy. I am the Alpha and the Omega.
Bobbie, come to me, know my arms are often for as long as it would take you to cry those tears and hurt away. It's alright to cry. I made those tears. I cried myself.
But come to me and do not seek condolence anywhere else. Break your barriers and be transparent before me. I am your strength when yours fails.
i love you.
-God-
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